I thought that, and typed it, and then I decided I was wrong.
It's not work and home and school that are so stressful and complex; it's specific aspects of these things that make me wiggy.
It's the commute and the fact that even with a job I still have no money.
It's the fact that our kids are getting to be adolescents (at least the older two), and this is a very scary row to hoe in our super-connected world. And Lizzy seems to be more intelligent than her mama, which also scares me.
It's that F&^king Algebra 2 is not going any better than F&^king Algebra 1 did.
But then I look around again, and I think, well, not too bad.
The commute is working a little better each day and although we're still extremely strapped for cash, it will work out eventually.
It's my birthday tomorrow and the Hubs has apparently gotten me a surprise in addition to the cool gift he got me when it came out earlier this month. And my mom is making me my fave dinner too.
Once F&^king Algebra is done, I go back to classes in which I have skill and confidence, like writing and communication and the ones that are in fact useful for me.
It's a good old life. One just needs to look past the scary and stressful to the meat underneath.
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